Because of you.
Because of you.
Trigger Warning: Consensual non-consent. Read on behind the cut: Continue reading
That always seems to be the time I get it under me to change everything.
I completely revamped my tumblr this week. It’s quite pretty now, and rather matches things over here.
I changed all my pages at the top of this blog and added a new one for clarity’s sake. Revamped my categories AGAIN and now I think I am finally satisfied.
I’m tweeting now.
Small changes help me regain my footing. Mental health days DO help. Continue reading
Since the new year, my life has shifted drastically, in many small and large ways. I haven’t spoken about many of the ways here, because I don’t see them as relevant to the story that I present here. I’m probably wrong, as my view of this blog is constantly shifting. I don’t write in it as a daily diary because I attempt to stay detached, but I try not to write only sex either–I know that can be boring, distant, and can leave you, my audience, and in most cases, my bosom friends (yes, I really feel that way!) very far away from me, unable to relate, and quite frankly, uninterested. If you’re here, we have something in common, and that is that we like, maybe even love, to read about sex and sexual relationships, but I do try to put something more into my writing: my feelings on BDSM in general, my complex relationship with Sir, my complex relationship with myself both physically and mentally, and my feelings about sex in a world that I still see as less progressive than I think it should be.
But as I move on in life (I’ve had this blog, at this URL, in one form or another since sometime in late 2008/early 2009), I try to refrain from talking so much about things like work or education because stuff is starting to get really complicated, kids. It just is. Sometimes, I wonder about how prudent it was to ever mention such things here. But that is neither here nor there, ‘cos frankly, once it’s on the internet, it’s there forever (and I’m probably about to mention it again).
Sometimes I need somewhere to decompress. How many times have I said this, how many times have I drilled it into your heads, and into mine? This blog has always been for me, regardless, but sometimes, because I have a growing audience, I don’t utilize it as anything but a place to dump my sexual experiences, masturbatory thoughts, fantasies, etc. Of course, I appreciate the growing audience. I like the feedback, and the back and forth. I like the chance for a critique, for questions from fellow writers and, well, human interaction. I’m a social creature, and this is a space that allows me to be sociable with wonderful people with whom I would have otherwise never met.
I don’t know why I always feel the need to put some kind of warning label on my posts that aren’t about sex, but I guess I do. Continue reading
I was feeling a little strange tonight. Kind of horny, but also kind of jaded and grumpy? Haha. Read on:
This week’s TMI Tuesday write your own movie script. The wonderful idea came from Jz, at A Reluctant Bitch blog. On the heels of Hollywood’s Academy Awards, we’ll take famous movie quotes and give them a twist.
Take the famous movies quotes below and change them up by filling in the blank. For example:
“Gone with the Wind” Scarlett O’Hara should have said: “As God is my witness, I’ll never be
hungry horny again!”
Below are several famous movie quotes but parts have been left for you to fill in and add a twist.
1. Wizard of Oz: “I’ve got a feeling we’re not in Xanadu anymore.” (See movie clip here )
2. Apocolypse Now: “I love the smell of sex in the morning.” (See movie clip here )
3. Casablanca: “Here’s looking at you, Sir .”
4. On the Waterfront: “You don’t understand! I coulda had class. I coulda been a contender. I could’ve been Mae West , instead of a two-bit sex blogger , which is what I am.” (See movie clip here )
5. Star Wars: “May the gimp be with you.”
6. Fields of Dreams: “If you suck it, he will come.”
Bonus: Silence of the Lambs: “A census taker once tried to fuck me. I ate his soul with some fava beans and a nice Chianti.”
How to play TMI Tuesday: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!
Happy TMI Tuesday!
It’s late. He messages me to tell me that he’s nearly here.
Just inside the foyer, standing just behind the front door. I wear nothing but a black babydoll nightie, a pair of cuban heel stockings, matching panties and my nude high heels. I have a plan in mind, I know exactly what I want. When he opens the door, I can feel his eyes move over every inch of me in the dim light of the house. His parted lips curve into a smirk and as he steps into the house and closes the door behind him. When he turns from the lock, I am in his space, much taller than normal, but still shorter than him. He raises a brow and I raise a hand to his cheek, tapping him hard enough that he knows I mean business. When I raise my hand again, he catches my wrist. Continue reading
Part 2, friends. :]
Read after the cut.
PS. Answering all these questions and listening to Sir’s answers made me WAY too worked up. So I’m not sure whether to say thank you or you’re welcome. haha. Continue reading