Since the new year, my life has shifted drastically, in many small and large ways. I haven’t spoken about many of the ways here, because I don’t see them as relevant to the story that I present here. I’m probably wrong, as my view of this blog is constantly shifting. I don’t write in it as a daily diary because I attempt to stay detached, but I try not to write only sex either–I know that can be boring, distant, and can leave you, my audience, and in most cases, my bosom friends (yes, I really feel that way!) very far away from me, unable to relate, and quite frankly, uninterested. If you’re here, we have something in common, and that is that we like, maybe even love, to read about sex and sexual relationships, but I do try to put something more into my writing: my feelings on BDSM in general, my complex relationship with Sir, my complex relationship with myself both physically and mentally, and my feelings about sex in a world that I still see as less progressive than I think it should be.
But as I move on in life (I’ve had this blog, at this URL, in one form or another since sometime in late 2008/early 2009), I try to refrain from talking so much about things like work or education because stuff is starting to get really complicated, kids. It just is. Sometimes, I wonder about how prudent it was to ever mention such things here. But that is neither here nor there, ‘cos frankly, once it’s on the internet, it’s there forever (and I’m probably about to mention it again).
Sometimes I need somewhere to decompress. How many times have I said this, how many times have I drilled it into your heads, and into mine? This blog has always been for me, regardless, but sometimes, because I have a growing audience, I don’t utilize it as anything but a place to dump my sexual experiences, masturbatory thoughts, fantasies, etc. Of course, I appreciate the growing audience. I like the feedback, and the back and forth. I like the chance for a critique, for questions from fellow writers and, well, human interaction. I’m a social creature, and this is a space that allows me to be sociable with wonderful people with whom I would have otherwise never met.
I don’t know why I always feel the need to put some kind of warning label on my posts that aren’t about sex, but I guess I do. Continue reading