I’m Feeling Hot to the Touch, You Say You’ll Miss Me the Most, I Say I’ll Miss You So Much

Finally, a song that surpasses “Sweater Weather” as my go to mood music.
First single from Lana’s album Ultraviolence that is set to drop soon.
And something I wrote while listening:

The Dance

Swaying in the dark,
dance like a flame;
my hands in your hair,
the way you whisper my name.

Your teeth on my neck,
Your hands on my hips,
My mouth is on fire,
I want the taste of your lips,

You push me on to the bed,
Your knees split my thighs,
My heart pounds faster,
I could drown in those eyes.

I am Infallible

No. Not at all, actually.
But I build myself up to be sometimes.

Get upset when I fail. I let it wreck me.

For someone with low self-esteem, my ego is fucking huge sometimes.

I’m feeling a little cleaner of spirit lately.
I’m also feeling a little more comfortable in my submission too. I’m not resting on my laurels–taking it for granted that I am a “good submissive partner.”

You’ll read more about that in the coming weeks. Continue reading

TMI Tuesday: Vacation Time

In many areas around the world, vacation season is approaching. This week’s TMI Tuesday asks you to tell us about your vacation style. Thank you to Virtual Sin for the questions.


1) What mode of transportation do you prefer for vacation: a) car, b) bus, c) train, d) cruise ship, e) airplane, f) other?

Car for regional trips and Airplane for everything else. Some day I might take a cruise, but I am deathly afraid of drowning. I enjoy trains, but they’re not my preferred method of transport unless it’s a subway. I really hate buses.

2) What baggage strategy do you use when flying: a) carry-on only, b) gate check excess bags, c) check baggage, d) ship bags ahead, e) other?

I always try to take only a carry-on, but if the trip is longer than 3 or 4 days I usually end up packing one bag and having a carry-on as well.

3) What is your accommodation strategy: a) luxury hotel, b) bed and breakfast c) cheap hotel/motel, d) stay with family/friends, e) camping or RV, e) other?

I very rarely stay with family or friends, with a few notable exceptions. I do like a little privacy and I actually enjoy staying in hotels! With that being said I have stayed in luxurious hotels (including one of the Penthouse suites at the famous Waldorf Astoria in NY), I have done cheap motels where I was afraid to use the linens, I have lived out of my suitcase in hostels, I have done beach side condos and cozy cottages. My absolute favorite place to stay is a bed and breakfast though, especially in a countryside or on a beach; log cabins come in close second.

4) What world-famous places have you visited on vacation? These can be commercial tourist attractions (Disney World), museums (The Louvre), historic places (Gettysburg), natural wonders (Yellowstone, Yosemite), or anything else?

Oh boy. Well. A short and more than likely incomplete list:
Space Needle, Disney World, Universal Studios, Madame Tussauds Wax Museum (NY, London, Vegas), Statue of Liberty, St. Patrick’s Cathedral,  Empire State building, MoMa, Metropolitan Museum of Art, Guggenheim, United Nations (NY and Vienna location), Capitol Hill, White House (outside, not in), Washington Monument, Lincoln Memorial, Sydney Opera House, London Eye, London Bridge, Big Ben, Buckingham Palace (outside), Westminster Abbey, British Museum, Hofburg Imperial Palace, Schönbrunn Palace and gardens, Stephansdom Cathedral, Vienna Opera House, Austrian Parliament, Karlsplatz, Mauthausen-Gusen concentration camp, Charles Bridge in Prague, Prague Castle, Astronomical clock, Old Town Square in Prague, Danube Promenade, Buda Castle, Hungarian Parliament, Hungarian Opera house, Fisherman’s Bastion, St. Stephen’s Basilica—-I’m going to stop here. This list is far too long already. Geeze. Needless to say, I’m decently traveled.

5) Where do you really, really want to go someday?


6) What you would you like to go back to see again?

I’d like to spend a year in Vienna. I didn’t spend nearly enough time in that beautiful, beautiful city.

Bonus: Have you ever had sex with someone you just met while on vacation? Tell us about it.

I met a lovely, lovely couple in Praha (Prague) at the Karlovy Lazne, the second night I was there. We went to a bar in new town after finding the Lazne a bit overwhelming, and then we went back to their place. Very fun people. Never saw or heard from them again.

Bonus, Bonus: While vacationing, have you ever had sex in a moving car, bus, train, or airplane?

I have given a hand job on a bus at the border cross heading into Slovakia from the Czech Republic.


How to play TMI Tuesday: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!

Happy TMI Tuesday!

Power Play at the Ballet (For Sir)

“I’ve been thinking, maybe we should go see a show? Opera maybe… or is the ballet in town?”

She smiled, “The opera is featuring Don Giovanni from the Mozart cycle, but the ballet is in town… Swan Lake.”

“Tough choice,” he said, clucking his tongue. “Though I was always a fan of Swan Lake…”

Joy bubbled up inside of her at his words.

“Swan Lake is my favorite, dear… so unless you really want to see Don Gio…”

He shook his head.

“Swan Lake it is, we’ll catch the opera some other time.”

“Oh, get tickets soon, won’t you dear? They’ll go fast.”

“I’ll pick them up tomorrow during lunch,” he smiled and took another swig of his drink. Continue reading

Sinful Sunday: Triptych Competition

An Ode to Submission

An Ode to Submission


This week’s prompt asked us to create a Triptych: a series of 3 images, or 1 image arranged in panel form, with a common theme.
The origin of the Triptych is religious in nature, and as I’ve likened my submission to a sort of spirituality, I do believe this fits.

See who else is being sinful; follow the kiss…

Sinful Sunday


I’m a little behind in my narrative here. I’m writing about situations and sessions and scenes and sex that happened weeks ago now.
So much has happened it seems, in such a short span of time.
And I want to write about it all.
I don’t always write about it all.
But everything that has happened recently bears confessing.
I feel overwhelmed with our sessions lately; he keeps me occupied and aroused and feeling that beautiful magnetism all of the time.

This is a breather (Breathers!),
a post from the now, from present Fatal, because I’ve been writing in the past.
I just want to say–
Well I guess I’m just bragging…
But I’m really trying to share my joy:
How good it is to be a spoiled girl.
“You can have anything you want. You just have to ask nicely.”
I did.
“See what happens when you ask for your fantasies to be fulfilled?”
Yes. I see. I do.
Finally, I see.

Don’t Waste Your Time On Me, You Are Already the Voice Inside of My Head

We talk and compete and verbally spar. We talk about running game on others and each other–the art of it, as it were.

We flirt. How rare to flirt with with your partner… to make the blood boil to make the pulse rise. We flirt.

It becomes tense. Intense. His voice drops octaves, my thighs clench. I bite my lips.

He threatens an evening of true seduction. I counter threaten. We make plans in a loose and noncommittal way.

The hour grows later. The talk grows more serious. The desire rises.

Impact play. Continue reading